On February 1, 2025 at 6:43 PM, Amelia sent me a text message—just a simple string of words, yet it hit me like a pulse of electricity, a reminder of the incredible, boundless love we share. In that moment, I felt the full weight of what she means to me, how she has transformed my life into something vivid, thrilling, and deeply meaningful. Her love is an adventure—wild yet steady, unpredictable yet safe, the kind of love that makes every breath feel like a gift. Because of her, I am not just existing; I am alive in a way I never knew was possible. She is my wife, my best friend, the keeper of my heart, and the one person in this world who truly understands me. Our love is unshakable, and with her, I know I will never have to walk this path alone.
I’ve spent four years drowning myself in reverie, fantasy, and artifice. But right now, I need to focus on reality. I have discovered a girl out of time, a Bohemian free spirit meant for a New York forty years ago. She is trying to reach the top just to see if she can do it, and raise others up along with her. She is exactly who I always aspired to be. But I reached for the sun, and came crashing down to earth. And an angel came and plucked me from the ditch, and held me tight until she saw my heart wandering. Only to find the right spark at the right time. And soon as I admitted I needed to move on, she was ready to give me a parachute and pay forward the amazing opportunity that she gave me. She never has to worry again about being alone. She will never be alone again. I don’t deserve such kindness. But she does.
What you have given me is something that MUST be paid forward. And there is no one more deserving. I know you can’t see it yourself, but i do. And I’ve NEVER been wrong. Lyn was just the best I could do at the time. But I NEVER settled for you. YOU ARE AMAZING!!! But now, my time has come. I am a Phoenix, and I must fly free, and save the world along with the greatest fucking woman that was ever born on this earth.
The new moon has Jupiter burning bright right next to her. This is meant to be. This week I am going to make her an offer she can’t refuse.
Love always Amelia
Wow, that girl is really cute! You’re really lucky! Oh, wait, why is she wearing my socks and sneakers? Hmm.